Ayman Engagment

Ayman...my best friend...he will get in his engagment cermony on 6th September 2007

I am worried about this event as I want it to be the best of all specially that Ayman always makes me feel responsible towards him

thanks God I could arrange to have a vacation from 1st September to be free with him

Don't you worry Ayman; me, Osama, Sherif, my brother Shehab and all your friends will try as much as we can to make it the best wedding cermony

bless you man

First Vacation

When I joined with Elegant Voyage 2004 December...I have never asked for a vacation or holiday except for 2 or maximum 3 times I asked for one day only because I was sick

then when I joined with Mr. Kim Joo Wan at Korean Department 2006 October I never ever took even one day vacation.

now and just now Mr. Kim offered one week vacation for me and I decided to take it from 1st of September 2007. I really hope I can use this week as far as possible.

I am planning to go with Shehab (my elder brother) to Sharm El-Sheikh for 3 days ISA and on 6th September comes one of the most important events in my life which is Ayman (my best friend) engagment. I really wish I can have an effictive role in this event.

oooooh...my head is pounding from the thoughts crowd of what I may do....then let's leave it to the future.

Loser or....???

now I can say why I have chosen the name (Loser) for this blogspot:

I am usually successful in what I do... but this success never lasts or at least never lead to the final goal I seek.
with all the friendship I made in my lifetime till now...I could hardly say that I have a true friend except for Shehab my brother and around 3 or 4 people more that I won't say their names but surely if they read this they will recognize themselves.
with all the success I achieved as a student I couldn't join the faculty I dreamt of but with this I tried to love my faculty and I truelly loved it...FTH...my dear faculty... maybe if I joined another one I wouldn't have had such enjoyment and success...enough to have the honor degree from the faculty to make me feel satissfied. but where this success led me...into another kind of fail...of lose
that's the time when I started working at Quick Air travel and I felt jelouse as no matter success I make all thanks usually go to the one who brought me there. I can't deny that I felt happy that this person was successful but why it always has to be on my success.
another company...Elegant Voyage...my dearest...I made most of my successful life as an employer in it. I made most of my best friends in it...and no wonder I made most of my money in it. but where it led me...into another lose
I sacrificed all to have a position before I become even 24years of age. I joined the Korean Department...guess what...after I refused this offer 2 times before...and there I go...now I can see why my sixth sense was telling me to refuse it.
I am now on a date with my deepest black days, maybe months, who knows?!
oh god...I'm sorry...I've never been successful with my doings to you....can you help me?....I am sure you can...no wonder you are the powerful of all and the compassionate and the merciful...but will you help me...or I have to stay a loser forever
I will never lose hope...even I lost my dearest love...without a certain convensing reason...well well this is from my point of view. but who knows where is the truth?
I will keep trying knowing that God is the greatest and I am never alone with all those who loves me...maybe someday I will not be a loser